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	2005.04.12  17.32 my my my god, this was the greatest day ever, it could barely get better, wow, is the only word for it
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	2005.03.03  22.42 where do i start, i met this most amazing chick, i think her name was danielle, she has the most gorgeous blue eyes, and love brown hair, she likes cofee which is hot and she into god which is awesome, she always speaks her mind, to make it short she completely awesome, but the only thing wrong with my dream girl is she lives 500 miles away.
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	2004.12.14  22.42 I dont understand anymore, he supposed to watch over us, and he always mess's up, how can we be punished for messing up but he cant, can someone help me, for now on agnostic and nothing more on a brighter light, i love you all, haha exspecially my bi friend you know who u r we all love brent, johnny
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	2004.12.06  20.27 long time well, where do we stop, josh my older brother is moving out and he took our puppy pitbull, im gonna miss that little shit, he was the best, second, my parents our buying an 04 trailblazer that is totally pimp, 3rd, i want to done anna pendly behind the school, 4th, i got a new entertainment center, 5th, my brother might be getting a 04 mach 1, totally awesome, 6th, im growing my hair out and im going to do a class of college this summer, boring, 134,057, this is way to many things to write about i must really have to no life, i need to get a job and i need to start being a better student, also who is hotter anna pendly or ashley wilson. tuff choice haha, prolly go with the hotter one right; he, doesnt anyone besides me think it is wrong for seventh graders to be wearing thongs and banging dudes already? just my opinion but i think its wrong, and why cant this be love? Love u all but a few, johnny Mood: creative Music: master of puppets
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	2004.06.04  00.15 danielle will u be my girlfriend
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	2004.05.18  21.05 well i havent been on here in a while, its all so strange, i have been doing a lot, i have gotten my kickass go-kart that does about 150 mph. I have been doing a lot too, i went and seen man on fire saturday, which i have to say is the best movie ever seen. I went to hooters and hit on the workers, i got one of them in trouble because i was up walking around talkin to her, and i walked in the back with her, i wasnt paying attention she didnt much care but her boss did lol, i like kate but i dont really know if i should, schools almost over which excites me, but i know as soon as it is over i will miss it, why is it that u truly miss it when u dont have it anymore, and when its there u dont want it, damn them. I saw the hottest chick the other day at the baseball field, man she looked good, but i didnt have the nerve to talk to her, i just whistled at her, and she smiled. Umpiring will be over soon, which means i will have to get a real job, damn, i dont like that, i got the coolest shirt at hooters, it says 4x4 dually - $22,792 double wide - $18,900 Beer and wings with a view - PRICELESS peace to everyone later johnny
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	2004.03.14  20.39 well right now my traiter of a cat is laying in my cousins lap, i called him a traitor and he bit her, haha he is truly my cat. The real cats, as in kentucky, had a hell of a good game today, they put a spanking on florida, and i want to go to prom hint hint
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	2004.03.11  21.31 yeah, im kinda of tired kind of not, i wish i had more balls then what i do, what do u do when ur actually scared, do u know or will u just not, sit there or react, be nice or act like an ass, i dotn know im kind of mad, im kind of not, im kind of confused, i like her and her, her too. but which one to make a move on, prolly none, because im not liked by women, oh well lets all go have fun now.
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	2004.03.04  22.35 death what a lovely word i just wish that the goverment will pick me to be in a secret killing service, they can train my in many different types of fighting and killing, then i can just go around the world and have no life, its not as if im cared about, that way i will have no life or anyone in my life to care about, then everything will be good, then i wont have to worry, about nothign but me, and i can have fun killing people, see im the kind of person that everyone is scared of, the one that knows how to make bombs, how to use weapons, how to track, how to hack, crack, be silent, how to deceive people at a moments notice, there is nothign im truly scared of, if u want me to do it, i will, and i know almost most of evrything, i could own the world and i think i will, and remember u did this to me Mood: artistic Music: dreams-van halen
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	2004.02.23  21.55 i cant be nice everything i do im being a bitch, i have a hole in my back, so lets be everyone and run into my bad side, so it will hurts, i got bitched out at taco bell because i put a dirty dish in the sing, so i gave them my shirt and walked out, told them that they needed me more then i needed them, and would u believe it, the rgm ran out there and begged me not to quit, told u they needed me more, fucking ass holes, oh and i tried to be nice to anna again, but no this time shes just a bitch about it, because me and chris stopped at her house and honked, so she got mad, u know what fuck being nice, for now on im nothing but an ass hole, lets see how people like ti, fuck u fuckers Mood: pissed off Music: lay low- dr. dre
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	2004.02.18  20.25 I hear them whisper your name, those mighty winds that blow. I know that you are close at hand, the winds just told me so. The direction from whence they blew, I am not sure I know. For only when I hear your name, am I sure the winds did blow. Caressing my face with a whisper ... calling out your name, the winds of delight entice me. I will never be the same. I will follow the singing wind. where it leads me I do not know. For the winds that blew you from me ... will take me where I must go. Upward into the hills, calmly across the sea, Hold on my love, I'm coming ... The wind has beckoned me. Free to wander and search this earth, no matter how far that may be. Free to follow the whispering wind ... until it blows me back to thee. I hear your laughter on the wind. I try with all my might, to reach out and touch you on this windy night. You must be getting closer for I feel your whispered love. I reach out my hand to you, please find me, my sweet dove. You grasp my hand in yours and softly speak my name, out of the whispering winds We are together again.
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	2004.02.17  18.49 well today really sucked, i got pushed through a window today, a piece of glass came half an inch from my lung, it hurts i have stitches in 3 different places, but yeah i guess between the fun and the old lady that stuck her whole finger in my shoulder im feeling pretty drugged up, good day u and all others Mood: drunk
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	2004.02.14  12.56 happy valentines day to every and especially u anna, u looked hot this morning, i hoped u like the roses, I have work at 4, so i wont be home much longer,oh i have some funny stuff to write about, yesterday i went to louisville for the jim strader hunting show, well on the way inside, some guy asked me if i would like to buy some crack, and then before i left to go see anna, my dogs got stuck together, hutner couldnt pull it out they were stuck for about 10 minutes it was great. I have more flowers for anna, but i doubt she wants them, I will give them to her at school monday, that wouold make her day. Mood: content Music: love is in the air
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	2004.02.11  21.57 i cut my hair today, and i saw anna the great, she looked so hot in her cheerleading out fit oh anna u can come over here and be not good enough all u want, there is no one greater then you EVERYONE SHOULD LOVE ANNA Mood: dorky
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	2004.02.10  22.10 this is for anna the great ahh, anna is now my valentine, she is perfect, she has the prettiest face, she is the smartest lady, she has the most beautiful eyes, and she has the best smile ever, her smile is the best. I bought her half a dozen roses, and some chocolate and maybe a teddy bear the size of my car, i hope she likes, i dont get how someone can tell her that she isnt good enough, she is perfect, in every way shape and how, I lose myself in your beautiful eyes. I can't pull away even if I wanted to try. You're perfect in every way. The thought of you makes my day. You came to me from heaven above. You flew in on wings my angel of love. When nothing seems to go quite right. and I no longer can see the light. I look upon your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place. I cherish every word you've said. You move me like the music I play in my head. In this world of false truths I know only one thing true. I'd give up everything just to be with you. Mood: creative Music: annas addition for amarican idol- dreaming of a white xmas
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	2004.02.08  21.06 to fidget the time bandit midget of all historicle objects today i went to work, made tacos and burritos, along wiht some nachos and mexican pizzas, i bet u can never guess where i work at, i get my car back tomorrow, so i finally get a little bit more freedom back, i am also getting some new rims for my car soon, there 7 spoke and white washed, i like them they look good. I just have to tell everyone out there that i saw the best movie in the history of the universe today, it's called Time Bandits. Its about an band of thieveing midgets that steal the map of time from the supreme being, hence forthe, they steal all of the past treasures in time frmom historical figures, and luecefer, gets the map from them, making him able to leave hell and rule the universe, but the supreme stops them with the help of the midgets that get back the map, and save the day, the midgets are great they rob napolean bonaparte blind, everyone i definitely suggest this movie to everyone of all ages, it is the best Mood: guilty Music: man show theme song
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	2004.02.07  13.00 something sad *Near to the door* *He paused to stand* *As he took his class ring* *Off her hand* *All who were watching* *Did not speak* *as a silent tear* *Ran down his cheek* *And through his mind* *The memories ran* *Of the moments they walked* *And ran in the sand hand and hand* *But now her eyes were so terrible cold* *For he would never again* *Have her to hold* *They watched in silence* *As he bent near* *And whispered the words..* *"I LOVE YOU" in her ear* *He touched her face and started to cry* *As he put on his ring and wanted to die* *And just then the wind began to blow* *As they lowered her casket* *Into the snow....*
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	2004.02.06  23.48 anna didnt win homecoming, it upsets me that she didnt, i know she really wanted to, and i really wanted her to, she looked so much prettier then everyone else down there, i didnt really make it in time to see her or the game, but i know beauty and i know anna when i see it. Work really sucked nothing much to look forward to but monday, i get my car back then, i want to go to prom to, that would be nice, its just around the corner, i doubt anyone will ask me, with me being a sophmore and all, i have to have a junior or senior go with me, hint hint to someone out there that i talk about alot, thats all for tonight., good bye all Mood: pensive Music: adam carrola takin over carsons top ten
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	2004.02.05  22.52 living in the 80's i have old 80's songs stuck in my head, and i was singing them to customers at work, yeah i know loser in big bold red letters on my fore head, yeah, i doubt i get to go see anna at homecoming, i get off work at 9, so i might make it there by ten, just enough time to go to the dance, i doubt i'll see her there, but oh well unbreak my heart say u love me again undo that hurt that u caused when u walked out the door and out of my life uncry these tears that i cried so many nights Mood: crazy Music: unbreak my heart-toni braxton
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	2004.01.27  23.10 i tried to be nice to a chick, and she just starts telling everyone that im stalking her, and im forever now branded as the worste kid in history, from where i was asked not to return to chris phelps church a year or so ago, i just hit a kid in the eye with a penny. I dont have school tomorrow, i would like to go sledding with danielle but i dont have a car now, the transmission shot out of the back, how does the transmission shoot out in a 5 spd, that doesnt effin make sense, now i have to stay home by myself, when i could go to danielles, oh well, i guess im gonna get over it, and another thing to brighten up my day, im buying masters of the universe off of ebay can u say thats the most pimp shizzle ever, oh right giggidy giggidy giggidy. I'm looking for a 97-00 dodge dakota without a motor or a blown motor 4x4 im willing to pay up to 900 for it, if u can help me email mail me or post it on here, thanks to all, and have a great snow day, i know i wont Mood: awake Music: i want u in my arms
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	2004.01.23  14.30 winter ball the winter ball is tonight, i dont know if i want to go, but i already payed so i might as well, i doubt i'll get up the courage to ask the girl that i like to dance, i will do anything 98% of the time, then when its not sticking food on the cafeteria ceiling or throwing cokes at teachers, im scared to do it, im a puss, kinda Mood: irate Music: some 80's song that i cant get out of my head
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	2004.01.17  21.17 i got a new dog today, well actually my brother, its full blooded whit pitbull, and i might be getting a black elcipse, but on other words, i drank a bunch of real lemon lemon juice today at jay-c, jacob gave me a dollar i threw up when i got home. Well talk to u all later, im goin some cool now Mood: bouncy
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	2004.01.03  03.27 damn it, i like her, but im starting to fall in love with her Mood: scared Music: i do it for you--bryan adams
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	2003.12.30  22.57 oh yeah, i have a cool pic now, and i have my moms zx2 form wednseday till sunday, there going to north carolina, and i have the house to myself
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	2003.12.23  00.49 uggg, i dont get it, why cant people just leave me alone, oh well life goes on
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